Monday, May 28, 2012

Being Different In Italy


After nearly 24 hours of travel with about as much sleep as one can get on a 10 hour plane ride, everyone in my group wanted sleep and food, preferably the latter first. 
            However, after nearly 24 hours of travel it was Sunday, and the only thing I cared about was getting to Mass.  I anxiously checked my watch every ten minutes as we waited for the last few stragglers at the Catania airport so that we could drive to Taormina.  I asked the concierge at the hotel desk where the nearest Catholic mass was before I asked for my room key.  Luckily some other traveling students helped me locate a nearby Catholic church (I should just say church, there really aren’t any other kinds in Taormina, Italy).  Between my broken Italian and signs posted on the church doors in military time, I realized with profound joy I had made it with almost an hour to spare.

In Brideshead Revisited the falling away Catholic, Sebastian Flyte, attempts to explain many things to his non-Catholic friend Charles Ryder.  Speaking about Catholic people, he says, “They've got an entirely different outlook on life; everything they think important is different from other people. They try and hide it as much as they can, but it comes out all the time. It's quite natural, really, that they should."
            It really is amazing how Catholicism can and should reshape the way that you see everything, the way that you prioritize everything.  Rather than food that nourishes our perishable bodies, we ought to more strongly desire food that nourishes our immortal souls. Sebastian Flyte was perfectly correct in his observation of Catholics.  If you live the faith to the fullest, you will be an anomaly, ordering your life in a way radically different from your companions.  If you truly believe that the God who made the universe and suffered death for your transgressions against him comes down to dwell among us in the form of bread, and if you believe that you can receive this bread and consequently intimacy with him every day, why would you not at least attempt to do so?  

Wednesday, May 16, 2012

A Return in Transition


           It would be preposterous for me to make any sort of apology for not posting in so long as no one actually reads my blog at the present moment.  The best and most practical thing I can do is to inform what I hope are future readers that I have been away from blogging for some months due to school, work, church, and what is commonly called life. 
            I am home in Texas right now, and Texas for the last few years has seemed always a place of transition and never a destination.  This time I am awaiting travel to Italy for study abroad and then back to the states to embark on a walk halfway across the country for the pro-life movement.  It always happens that once I have visited my family, it seems that my purpose is accomplished and that I shouldn’t remain for much longer.  My focus starts to break down; I feel disconnected from what I perceived to be my life two weeks ago in Auburn; my dedication to prayer begins to wane.  This last is evidence enough for me that this is not where I am meant to be for very long.  Any place that saps strength from my reliance on God is nowhere I want to be.  But thankfully, soon I will be off to Sicily and then to side-of-the-road, U.S.A. both places that now exist only in my imagination, places that are constantly in the future, never getting any closer.  Ultimately though, I will be there, and then I will blog about it.